I thought I was handling everything pretty well, but having her in the house again even briefly, after not seeing her for 3 weeks, brought all of the pain right back. I could not get my mind away from the fact that soon the OM will be sharing her life, not me.
And I know her life may be a train wreck, but still - the rejection is hard to swallow.
I am going to cancel the breakfast date. I don't know how I would handle that, but I don't need to expose myself to more heartache.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
