Keep journaling please. You really put out your feelings well on "paper".
Let's hear more about the part in bold. What's your goal(Nothing to do with him)? What would you like to accomplish? What does Lucky envision about herself in the future?
Goals for myself... on the outside, I'd like to figure out how I'm going to start renovations on this place so it's not a 564 sq foot, one bedroom house anymore. I'd like to start drawing again (I haven't been) and finish some of my unfinished projects. On the inside... well, I'd like to stop needing him so damn much. I want to stop trying to hold onto things and learn how to go with the flow. I used to have that... I want it back.
