Long and winding road.

My other threads are here:
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2163385#Post2163385

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2167843#Post2167843

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2170802#Post2170802

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2173348#Post2173348

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2177609#Post2177609

Guess between my journaling and my complaining, I got up over 100 posts again.

H dropped S7 off on time tonight, which is nice, given that punctuality isn't one of his strengths.

I barely saw him - the door was open to let the breeze in so S7 just came in - I sent him to give H a hug, and smiled at H but didn't speak to him.

S7 always comes in and says, "Mommy! I *missed* you!" and then gives me a huge hug - warms my heart.

H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11