Had a good night - stayed up until 4am (not the best idea) chatting with a friend who has a very reasonable and rational outlook on things - always helps to talk with him, as he doesn't say things just to comfort me - he discusses things logically, then explains *why* that should comfort me.

I know it seems silly, but I'm such a logical person that rational discussion and then framing that in a way that helps me feel I won't always be sad is a big boost.

Then I got woken up by not one, but two issues at work - oh well!


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11