The Lies and Deception Killing Me

[abbey1989]

KML a good margarita would suit me just fine! Had a great dirty martini last night!

Moved S20 into his new place yesterday. We all had a nice time together and I feel so proud that both of my kids have made it to university. Their lives are just beginning!!!

This morning, I feel as if I have turned a page. I've been meditating on the words "I am responsible for my own happiness". When I really focus on that and believe it....I feel better and can even try to see H as a "person" and not the man driving me crazy with for the past 3 yrs. Of course this is today. Tomorrow I could be a complete basket case again. Roller Coaster! But trying......

H and I talked this morning about fixing up the house. A sign that he will be staying or a sign that he wants to sell? We've even talked about holiday plans so a good sign I suppose.

Out to walk the dog on this beautiful San Diego day!

Song for the day: "Good Life" OneRepublic