Do what I can but still have questions 3

[soccerwife]

Ok, just as I finished typing the last post, I experienced some backlash from last night's ML. H is VERY grumpy. And he probably feels mad at himself for waking up naked in our bed.

Even if he was too drunk to remember it this time, there is no way he can think that I seduced him because he hadn't had a single drink yet when he saw me go off to bed. And I seriously doubt that he was drunk enough to have forgotten anything about last night because I didn't realize he was drinking until I got close enough to smell him.

I know that backlash from realizing you have doubts about something that felt so sure is normal, so I won't take it personally. I will continue with the DBing, put off the list, and think of more ways to fill his love tank with my unconditional love.

The hopeful me is back!