I miss my w today. I miss talking to her and her laugh. I just want to call her and see how her day was.
I haven't felt this in a long time. I haven't really missed "real" things about my w in a couple months. I guess today is just one of those days that I am not happy about the fact that we are not on speaking terms. I'm not happy about the D or that she is treating me like crap. I can accept it.. but today.. I just don't like it.
Had to reach out to her again today about a parking ticket she has yet to pay. Was very tempted to do it through text.. but I realized I was hoping to start a conversation, so I sent it via email instead. No need to put myself in hurtful situation.
I'm going to GAL the sh!t out of my weekend. Had a great meeting today. Dressed to kill! Going line dancing tonight with a g/f who I haven't seen in forever. Saturday - Hike followed by breakfast and beach. Sunday - Watching a beach vball tournament.
I should be back to feeling normal by Monday.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
