I was a sh!t husband and I own that and know my faults. I guess I just married a very unforgiving person who got sick of putting up with my crap, and in reflection I don't blame her.
It is not about her forgiving you. You think if she'd just forgive you and commit to the M again, that everything would be grand. You are sad that she isn't giving you a chance to prove you've changed. I don't believe it works like that. Just b/c we forgive somebody who made our life miserable....doesn't mean we would want to continue to put ourself in that position again.
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M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce