Wife no longer in love with me - Part 2

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My little 9yr old nephew, W's sisters son in FL, just sent me a message on facebook saying hi and he misses me. he and I had a special bond, he was my little buddy......so hard to remove myself and detach when things like this happen.
Just makes me sadder to think I will probably never see him again and won't be part of his life.
I hate weekends too, it's so tempting to call my W and find out what she's up to. My imagination just runs wild on the weekends as to what she's up to, whether she has been with another guy etc.
I know I can't call her and I won't.