Endeavor - you are so right. It's so easy to be pulled back in. But, you know what, I refuse. I'm not going back on the WTF bus. I have been riding on it for a long time now, and you know what, it goes in circles: Destination Nowhere.

No thank you.

I love my H. I can't be with this man that he's become. I don't believe he will change.

But in the spirit of love and drawing on the 14 years that we've been in each other's lives, I can wait six more months before re-filing. What do I have to lose? All this angst and worry for the low, low price of $191 (the filing fees)...

Will he pull some Houdini act and implement the changes he needs to in order for me to want to be in a M with him again? I sincerely doubt it. But a Spring divorce party might be more fun and festive than an Fall/Winter one.

I used to be so sweet and now I am becoming sarcastic and jaded.

Me: 33, H: 32
M: 12 years T: 13 years
No kids
D-Day: 7/2009
Separated: 10/12/10
Future Unknown
GITS

"There's a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark." - Adele