Beats me! I have to move forward and if little warning lights keep flashing then I've got to address them or ditch her. It's also confusing because when you've been burned badly you see fires in every forest. But, that said, in the time I have known her what I mentioned above are rare incidents. Tonight I volunteered to drive her to the mall, she was going to a movie with a friend. I didn't ask but she said to me "I'm seeing a male friend, he wants to go to a movie. He's just a friend that I used to work with and I haven't seen him in six months." I felt assured by that because she seemed to want me to know the situation. She could have just said it was a girlfriend. Besides, she can see who ever she wants! In the car we talked and she showed me more pictures of her son. I said "He's a handsome young man (and he is) he must get his good looks from his Mom" she giggled. We also talked about being alone and how hard it is to go to parks and watch other people in couples and with their families. She just stays home to avoid it. I do it anyway. So, I felt a really nice connection tonight as we talked and laughed. She seemed more relaxed being away form work where there were always people around us monitoring us. Btw, she told me she applied for her Permanent Status this week. Yeah! I'm looking forward to tomorrow.
