Well, I've decided to continue to post about my sitch. As a way of journalling, connecting with you guys who offer so much great support and to help anybody who might happen upon these threads in the future.

I spoke with H about the D. He asked me to stop the divorce proceedings. He pleaded with me for more time. He said if things are not improved in 6 months, that he won't protest if I file.

Me: Why? So that you can have six more months of freedom?

H: No, because this is not right and I need more time. What will six months hurt in the long run?

Me: I don't know.

H: Please consider waiting six more months.

Me: I'll think about it.

H moves in for a kiss, I turn my head. He kisses my cheek and I step back.

Sigh.

Me: 33, H: 32
M: 12 years T: 13 years
No kids
D-Day: 7/2009
Separated: 10/12/10
Future Unknown
GITS

"There's a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark." - Adele