You've got one of those H's that is truly remorseful for what he's done, and will do everything in his power to try and make you happy for the rest of your days.
It's just too raw for you still. The memories will fade in time and won't be so intense. You will think of them from time to time, but will know you are safe and loved and I believe him when he says he'll spend the rest of his days trying to make it up to you.
He's one of those that's willing to face the ways he's hurt you even though it's very painful for him too. He's willing to be vulnerable and that is so beautiful because it means your on your way to a more fullfilling, intimate R.
He will be right there with you Tal, all the way. He messed up in a bad way and he can't take that back but what he does from here on is what counts.
I'd say he's off to a real good start. He says such beautiful things to you-listen to him and bask in his love. Rachael
