"I am so afraid. This may turn me into a bitter, untrusting, jaded, unstable person who is incapable of love. I have seen it happen to stronger people than myself."

On the other hand.

I've seen people feel this way just after a D.

And then a few years later they meet someone else and end up marrying them.

Me 53 XW 50
M 18 Years +2
S14 D19
Bomb 10-24-10
Served 1-27-11
Mediate 4-21-11
Civil D Final 6-2-11
No church anullment
"A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."