Well, last night was a pretty good night. H told me he does not want OW at all anymore. He says he is not sure about commitment to us since he doe snot want to feel that he is only dong it because he just does not want be alone and that I am all he has left. He did not say it to hurt me. He said it more like he was trying to not take advantage of the situation. I just think he is confused myself. Can it be that he feels so guilty and ashamed of what he did that he is making excuses? that is in not ready to say he was wrong yet? I feel the love and passion again so I am just not getting the words. I need the words.
