Well, he lied to me yesterday again about the TV thing and is meeting whoever he spoke to on the phone today and lied about that too. I haven't even needed to snoop because it is bloody obvious! Makes me feel quite sick inside. However, I spent the day with him yesterday as we had arranged a day out together previously and had to pretend everything was normal.
The repercussions if I say anything are huge, for the entire family. Perhaps my mum does already know and is just carrying on so long as it isn't public.
It brings up feelings from when exh cheated and lied and hid things from me. And the one thing I *hate* is being lied to. And Dad is a very bad liar, he goes bright red! Does he really think I am that stupid or is he just banking on my blind trust, that's what exh used to do and that is what hurt the most, that he would take advantage of that.
