I just got a weepy phone call from my W…it’s 10:30 here; she is usually in bed by now.

She sounded terrible. She apologized for the hell she has put me through, for all the pain she has caused everybody, for her words and actions…she said she has no idea what she is doing, she is running out of money (didn’t quite plan this move too well, I see), she’s not sleeping…

..and..the OM’s mother? She is 71 and along with all of her other health issues, she has a broken collarbone. And she is still moving out here next week.

I just listened and said I was sorry she was going through such a rough time. I offered nothing.

But it does hurt to hear her in such pain, even with everything that has happened.

H 56
W 48
D27,S21
SS25
SS22 Severely autistic
M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs.
"I've never loved you" 3/7/2011
Separated 8/7/2011
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