when you have moved on

[forward]

Well, I have now been with New Guy about a year. I am happy with him but not sure how I feel about marriage any more. I think of marrying him sometimes

As far as the X, he is involved with OW. He has not made that much progress in showing interest in our D. Maybe some. And I know that his medical

Original OW appears to be long gone, although X still has some pics up of her.

And...sometimes I still miss him. That said, I know that X needed to grow up and that I hindered him from doing so. In particular, he needed to learn to deal with financial issues and come to terms with where he is in life. There were, however, times when I think of him because I think various circumstances evoked the same feelings in us.

I probably haven't had a real conversation w/X in at least four years, but I rather assume that I never will have another real conversation with him, too.

He mentioned that he has low testosterone. I have wondered if this might explain some of the juvenile behavior, but in a way, what difference does it make?

And the other thing is that I think that he was just using me to further his career. I worked hard to help him and I now realize what a mistake that was.