a girl, well the bad points are shorter, but they seem very frequent. You would think that after 16 months of this, it would be a lot easier.
queen, thanks for the support and your prayers.
Today, not such a good day. My BIL has ben driving me for work as my head has felt like it is floating away. Around 330 this afternoon, i finished and we got home. I wasnt feeling well and laid down. Woke up at 8. I missed s15, s13 game tonight. Thank god for family. My parents picked s15 up from dads brought him to the game and drove him home.
I am feeling dissapointed in myself for missing their game. I am also feeling dissapointment in their mom. Yesterday she asked for there remaining soccer schedule. I guess i was hoping that she would be there today for them. She let them down, and i am upset by it.
Why is it so hard to just really let go? I tell myself that i am finished, that i am not doing this any more. Then she doesnt do something and i am disappointed about it. I guess, i havent let it all go just yet.
