It is the fear that tells you are not where you need to be just yet, although from the beginning till now you have become a new man.
All the time we say or do something that gets a negative reaction from our W and then we beat ourselves up over and over again, ‘I should not have said this, I should not have done that’ no one is perfect so mistakes will happen but don’t rush to correct everything you do.
I am not sure why you are worried about the bike, you did it for you right? So if she wants to know she can ask no reason to explain yourself to her.
She made a decision and while her words might tell you something her actions are clear enough….aren’t they?
If she wants to reconcile then I imagine the same conviction she used to leave you can be used to get you back.
