JustStunned - I really hope this isn't a wake up call for him. I don't want to deal with his emotions or his issues outside of the context of friendship anymore. As friends, we do really, really well, but when it comes to the rest, I don't want to be on the receiving end anymore.

It's been a rough go with him from the early days. I've been trying to measure up since the very beginning and I am ready to actually have some peace in my life, to feel comfortable in my own skin and to be content.

But, if it is a wake up call, Lord help me! I will be posting like crazy and asking for all kinds of help because I am absolutely not prepared for it at all.

Me: 33, H: 32
M: 12 years T: 13 years
No kids
D-Day: 7/2009
Separated: 10/12/10
Future Unknown
GITS

"There's a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark." - Adele