Well, I scared the Doctor, she wanted to send me for a pshyc evaluation. LOL this D stuff is stressful. I assured her I am managing and that sending me to the hospital would not help my DB progress (H would run faster if it was confirmed I am crazy, he would find it very unattractive to have a wife so emotional and needy that she needed to be hospitalized.) Doctor gave me the choice and then agreed that I could just start on antidepressants and anti anxiety meds and come back to see her in a week. In the meantime, I am to continue with my DB coach and with my MC/IC.

I should have got help 6 months ago when I was REALLY down, and maybe this D mess wouldn't have gotten this far. Oh well, can't dwell on the past and let my mistakes consume me. At least I know I am doing absolutely everything possible now.

Me: 32/ H: 32/ S13/ D5
T: 15/ M: 8
Rock bottom: 4/11
ILYB: 5/11, but I knew it at least a yr before
Gaining acceptance: 8/11

You must be the change you wish to see. - Mahatma Gandhi