Ok-WOW--I've missed so much in a short while!!! But a very interesting read. I do think it is amazing the gifts that you have and how they help you in life and in this whole R process!!
I will often times have very vivid dreams and sometimes have seen them play themselves out. I typically do remember my dreams - both good and bad. I sometimes do get premonitions of certain things happening--I remember having a gutt sick feeling back in March and in hindsight-it was the day that H and OW went out for their first coffee! Things like that.
I'm trying not to put too much into these feelings because I'm never sure if they exist out of randomness or if I'm making them happen--but Tal, you and I have discussed via email the discrepancies in the information I'm getting on OW and I can't seem to shake this sick feeling in my gutt that she is a fraud of some sort and that she is taking H down a path of destruction only to let him fall. I know it is not my responsibility to "save" him--but if I do want him back and do want to work on a good M again, lessening the wreckage sounds reasonable-right? This is actually, one time that I hope my gutt is right and I hope she is a fraud that is seen for what she really is--SOON!
For fun, back in August, I was out of town with a girlfriend and we had our palms read by a psychic--and then after reading our palms--the psychic decided that I could benefit from a more detailed reading and she has been trying to analyze my dreams--I have not spoken to her lately, just got frustrated. But it was quite weird some of the things she picked up upon for both myself and my girlfriend!!! Her bottom line assessment is that H does love me and is confused and that OW is selfish, does not really love him---but she could not give me direction in how to try to get H to see all this---
Heck, I even bought a book on witchcraft and spells!!! Guess I live my own bit of insanity too!!!
