I understand where you are coming from. It's like a drug (or so I imagine). We get a little taste of the WAS in our lives and we want more and more. We need our fix, and it takes a lot out of us to resist that temptation.
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011