My wife contacted me again yesterday night, through Messenger. Again, we had a nice chat for more than an hour.
Today, at lunch time, she contacted me again, to talk about lunch and other things. We ended-up spending the whole afternoon talking to each other, even though I had loads of work!
When she left work to walk home, she contacted me during the way using her phone Messenger, to talk more. She asked me if I minded that we chat given the circumstances. I said I was okay, what was the problem? She said that we still have things to do and to take care of separately (reference to divorce?). Then we talked for the rest of her walk home.
Now we're talking again, we're both home.
I am so afraid of suffering again. I know that I shouldn't believe what they say and 50% of what they do, but this is really taking away me strength, I feel very anxious, like walking on egg shells.
So, instead of touching this subject with her, I talk here. Any advices are very welcome, as usual.
Thank you.
Me: 36 Wife: 33 Together: 09/2007 Married: 03/2010 I love you but...: 06/2011 Separated: 06/2011 Rebuilding: 11/2011