I fear I will never trust or respect another person fully. I feel like there was never meant to be love, comfort and happiness for me. I feel like everything I ever knew to be true in life was all a lie.
I don't ever want to be fooled into thinking I could ever trust or respect someone again because I will just be left behind once more.
I'm so sorry you were feeling like this yesterday, sw. I've been there and the pain can be overwhelming.
I'm glad you're regaining your strength though, and good for you for not going down without a fight.
