^^^^^ You know what all this tells me?

You have TIME,


USE it!

Like I said cam, I am not going to argue what your coach told you. I had one and it was great. I think they will give you great advice.

But this is a trend with you cam. You want it NOW. "I want the world and I want it NOW!!!!"

cam, you have to get realistic on the timeline of this [censored].

YOU HAVE JUST STARTED.

Focus more on the work you need to do on you right now. I have told you this before. You need to relax a little. Get your head clear.

Then...

You can say something like you typed above to your W.

But spend more time thinking about it.

I saw NOTHING about any SPECIFIC things.

Have you thought more not about what YOU did but about how it made HER feel?

Can you do this without crying? Without regret? Without anxiety?

You have your speech ready, but what about when she responds? Do you think she'll just sit there silently?

Then what? How are you prepared to handle it? Are you ready?

Just a lot of things to think about here cam.

And like I started.

You have TIME. And you NEED it.

So use it wisely right now.

OK?

BITS

Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.