I didn't ask H about his C appointment last night. It's none of my business, unless he brings it up because I don't want him to feel pressured to share what was discussed. He's still avoiding me for the most part anyway. I don't really see that much difference in his actions (aside from booking the C appointment) since I gave him my letter. Maybe I'm expecting too much too soon though...
Although, I suppose he's been kissing me more on the lips since he read my letter, but he made plans to take S7 out last night. Today, he again made plans with S7 and then texted me later to say they would be eating dinner at a friend's. It's now almost 9pm and they're still not home. So the withdrawing continues. At least S7 is benefiting from all this time alone with H.
I had a nice day with S16 though. We did some shopping (like most teenage girls, she loves shopping!) and then picked up school supplies as well.
Trying not to let the distance bother me.
But something needs to change in this M.
Lack of communication and withdrawing got us here and it's certainly isn't going to get us out.
Can't control H though so I'll just continue to make plans without him.
I just wish I could be rid of this constant anxiety though. It's unrelenting and I feel like I'm always on edge. Ah well, I guess it's normal given the circumstances.
