Thanks, jb, lc4 and JustStunned (yeah, I'm a little stunned, too...). I truly appreciate all the support that flows around here.
It's strange...I had held out hope for reconciliation; would think, "Let's wait a few months and see how we feel. Maybe we can start dating again, and then, who knows?"
But there was always that little voice deep inside saying, "Nah. It will never happen."
So my worst fears have been confirmed. I feel surprisingly relieved, along with the other emotions. Tomorrow I may be a basket case, but right now, I'm OK.
Or in shock. One or the other...
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS