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[soccerwife]

aeoleanchaos, with that yinz comment, I might think you are from pittsburgh as well.

I think you have his tactic right on. He will try to make me miserable and as for the D, and by me kicking him out or asking for the D then I am the bad guy, not him. He is super concerned about his image with my fam and our mutual friends. He is trying every tactic possible to get me to agree/go along with D.

I had my talk with Laurie today and she laid it out for me. I am between a rock and a hard place (compromise my morals and agree to D or make H mad by forcing him to make the decision). when I thought about it that plainly, the choice is obvious. I had been thinking of it as I had to be strong and let H go because I love him, but forcing him to make the decision takes much more strength and saves my integrity at the same time.

More on my talk with Laurie when I get a chance. My talk with her did not instill any of my hope back, if anything, I know that this will push H away, but at least I know in my heart I am doing the right thing for myself and my kids. My talk with her did clear a lot of things up and helped me pull myself back together.

I ain't going down without a fight.