AWESOME underdog!
It's just what I need to hear right now. I need so desperatly to detach and have been afraid to let go of control.

I realize I am just getting in the way of my H coming out of his fog.

I need to pray for patience to get through this as I'm so tired of it all and ready to call it quits even though I love my H very much.

It' SO HARD to take the rejection!

I wish I knew what he wanted! He vacillates back and forth, and I'm going crazy trying to make him love me again.

He says the words, but his actions are what count. They do not show me he is IN LOVE with me. Rachael




Rachael