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[Lonely in SLC]

It has been a few days since I last logged in.

Signed paperwork on the house on Friday. Today was the last day we had to move out. The last four days have been hectic trying to pack and move everything. I'll admit, it was enjoyable just being around the XW. No R talk, just working together, talking, and joking. We went to lunch or dinner almost everyday.

The next few days will be interesting. The last few weeks we have seen a lot of eachother due to the house and divorce. No arguements for at least two weeks even though there has been lots of contact.

Now, there really will be no reason to see eachother except for exchanging the kids. I have them this weekend again.

I am hoping that she will want to continue communicating with me, maybe continue eating out once a week? I believe she enjoys going out to eat, especially when I buy, but I don't want to be the one to initiate the contact.

Or will she go dark and stop communicating with me with the exception of the kids? Do I go completely dark and move on? Or do I just stop intiating contact, but go along if she calls or wants to go out to eat?

I'm also worried that depression might hit again. I was feeling good being around her alot, now it might come to an abrupt stop. I guess I will now have more time to work on me I guess. I will keep you updated.