I can't be since I am trying to 'move forward' with my life and let her miss me
What's wrong with that sentence?
The quotations around "move forward"...
Not going to lie Jack... I'm struggling with actually doing this. I was doing much better 2 weeks ago when I hadn't been having contact with my W. Since she told me that she "loved me and missed me" 2 weeks ago, and continued with the pointless contact though, I have taken a major step backwards.
That's why I put 'move forward' in quotations.
I have spent the past few days doing a lot of feeling sorry for myself (even though I did win a minor criminal trial yesterday)...
And I find myself obsessing over reaching out to my W and trying to fix this... you would think that after 9 months that I would figure out that I can't do this...
My mind continues to work like a hamster on a wheel.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
