I've had a feeling about 'ya since you've been posting, I've long suspected that your "intuition" was more developed than you let on.
Although my training is in psychology, I've always had a much wider world/spiritual view. I've witnessed unexplainable acts of premonition...in the form of dreams that CJ had.
For a time, Tal, I don't know what the magnetism of the earth was doing..it was late fall early winter 1995, but CJ began to mumble and then speak out in his dreams.
I gradually began to communicate with a dissociated part of him that was watching the dream action....I could seriously write a novel here...but the point is I'VE seen this stuff!
I was THRILLED when John Edward (amazing man who talks to folks who've passed over...I've seen the money grubbing fakers with the ear peices...that's not him..have you ever caught his show?) signed on to be scientifically tested...measured brain waves and such to demonstrate telepathy. Just that made my heart leap...that he was that sure of his gift.
He also speaks of it as being a burden at times, and it must take a lot of energy.
Tal, I'm fascinated by this stuff. I have great respect for it people with gifts, but great disdain for the fakers.
Funny Tal, that you mentioned that whole scene in the bar after bomb #1...where the Indian woman was all over CJ.
What do you make of that? Were we meant to hook up here, right then...?
For healing for me? I wasn't really mad at HER, it was CJ's actions!
Hey! brain flash...Handsome older Native man in my class invited me (and CJ!) to a drumming circle pow pow on New Year's eve...I thought that was so sweet of him, actually I was honoured.
I get the sense from the conversations we've had that he appreciates my "wider view" on things. We cannot go, alas, there are two other parties to hit...but it would have been COOL.
TAL I, too have had BIG DREAMS that seem to have that special quality...
And my best old pal MJ who is 1/4 Ojibwe has been telling me all her life about dreams she has of people who've just died.
As in their names are in the next day's paper. Or sometimes its after the death and the person, usually someone who is really not that closely connected to her will show up in a dream...one of those "I'm all right" types of dreams.
She's afraid of anything supernatural and such, I wish she would embrace and discover!
