We all know you'll cycle through this dip, no problem!
About sharing these tormenting thoughts as they come...Tal, frankly, I don't do this. Did I think about HER watching all those diamond commercials before Christmas? Yes, his last gift to her was a diamond ring )...
Closer to the bombs I would mention these things and it caused CJ so much MORE pain than I'd felt it just seemed...cruel?
Now on the other hand, if CJ were to "catch me" looking blue, I might tell him what was going through my mind...but only because he has asked to know such things.
I certainly can't speak for Wolfie...but CJ doesn't seem to need much help in the "done wrong...feel bad" department.