And thanks for the reminder to stay focused and grounded, LP. I'm learning patience, also.
I think the biggest hurdle for me to get over is the complete rejection by her. I have told her, "Don't stay with me because you have to. Stay with me because you want to." And her reply was that she did not want to.
I'm nowhere near ready for another relationship (if it comes to that), but when I am, I want it to be with someone who is there by choice, not obligation.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
