Well, my husband turned down my offer. I guess it's for the best. When will the hurt and the pain go away? I go to bed crying. I wake up crying. I try to get on with my day, but it is so hard. Is he hurting like I am? I am trying to focus on other things in my life, but it is hard. I start school Monday, so that should help. I haven't been in school in 25 years.