And what I'm finding out is that she has done that all of her life; just run away from anything that needs to be worked on. She has been the victim of abandonment so she is going to beat anyone else to the punch.
And yet, I just can't bring myself to take the next step to end things. So I guess that means God is directing me to hang in there and wait. And wait. And wait.
Thank you for channeling me TM... oh wait, you were talking about yourself and your own W. Whoops!
I've been through the 'let's get it over' phase, the 'whatever' phase, the 'Hulk smash things' phase, you name it. I think I'm going to have to repeat some of these once I run out of phases. Point is, we're strong enough to do this. The payoff is elusive and not guaranteed, but we will persevere, no matter what!
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011
