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I can't wait for that. I have tried, believe me...But it has affected every aspect of my life. I have taken the high road so many times. I am just looking forward to being able to speak my mind. I agree with the PTSD theory. I was able to handle things for awhile after she moved out. Then I crashed...I do work out.

I do listen to "happy music"

I just want to stop living in fear from her. She has taken so much from me. Not just financially, but emotionally.