Longtime lurker, first time poster...

[soccerwife]

OMG, I feel so badly for you. I understand how difficult it is to stick to DB when you suffer yet another wound.

Keep posting here to let it out any way possible. it is going to be seriously rough until you get to talk to your coach.

Hang in there.

I also know what you mean to think you are now living with a different man. I have lost respect for my H because things he once believed in, and I still hold dear, are no longer important to him. He seems to have forgotten what he once believed in. Further, if I can't trust him, the only person I ever thought I could trust fully, who can I trust. Will it be worth it to ever trust someone again... I will likely just be hurt again.