Thanks, V, here in Pennsylvania it was just a little shudder; something to talk about during the afternoon. It's not even the top news story anymore.
In other news...
W was particularly chatty with TMs yesterday morning, asking about my weekend gig, my plan's to celebrate #1 son's birthday (21 this Friday), how everyone is doing with him leaving for basic training on Monday...it caught me off guard, and instead of feeling all warm and fuzzy, I was suspicious: "Why is she suddenly being so nice? What does she want? Did she crank up the EA over the weekend and is in a good mood because of it?"
I answered politely but succinctly and tried to put the negative thoughts out of my mind. Today is back to normal; I sent one TM about some mail that came for her to my house, and she gave me a one-word reply. I guess the weekend high has worn off.
The sorrow from Sunday and the anger from yesterday has dissipated; in it's place today is apathy. I feel like I really don't care about the M, and I'm content to go it alone.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
