I have Gen. Anxiety Disorder from the last 2.5 years of this horrible divorce. I know it is irrational. But I have become just so afraid of soon to be ex wife. I took my boys out to a friends cottage. Worried the night before that if I didn't sleep or boys didn't have a good time they would tell their mom and she would cause more issues with the divorce. I have spent $50k in attorney's fees. She could care less because I have to pay her attorney's fees as well. She has taken everything from me, even my soul I feel sometimes. Every day she is mad about something. It has taken it's toll on me. Every text is a jolt of anxiety for me. Even today she started in about splitting the tools in the garage. How much is enough?? Take, take, take. Her verbal jabs never used to get to me. Well they do now. I fear her. I fear letting my sons down. I fear letting my parents down. I fear letting the guy I coach football with down. I fear letting my boss down. I fear letting the people that work for me down...
I was a guy that never feared anyone or anything...This divorce has taken it's toll on me. I am in therapy and do take something for sleep. I just want the anxiety to end...I know it is temporary. But it has been over 5 months..
Remarried 6 mo S 12 S 13 S 16 SD 12 SD 16 SD 17 SS 19
