THanks for stopping. Yes, there is sickening clarity.
He did stand me up last time. He has been out of the house for 6months and NC with kids and me for approx 3 months.
But, then why all the remorse, etc. I guess I don't need to worry about why! RIght. He is the one to want to meet this time. THe only I advantage I see is that I get to tell him how I really feel about all of this. Maybe not a good idea? I also feel like if those tears were any bit of hope-the papers will just crush all of it. I know I sound wishy washy. It has been a hard week once again.
