Do you recall when you first posted here? You were confused and feeling hopeless about whether DBing had any value or could save your m.
We said "it's first about saving YOU, and then maybe....the m"...
When I read your present posts, I marvel at your growth. Such insight and wisdom from a person here less than 6 months(??)!!
That's huge!
Don't let your fears make you backslide.
You have come far and will do more than survive this. You will thrive. You already are beginning to.
WELL DONE!!!
Congrats on the 1st AD job. I'm familiar with that work (my oldest is in the industry) and it's great you got it and nailed it.
Good for you!
Also, the comment you made a few weeks ago about coming to peace with,
"doing something to help or protect yourself and Not intentionally hurting your w."
That's it. If you KNOW you are being healthy for yourself, & you are honest with her, then so be it.
This is life. It ain't all pretty.
(DId I read that your sister is terminally ill?? Jesus...talk about unfair....puts things in perspective, doesn't it?)
I'll keep sending positives your way.
Keep doing your WORK on YOU, b/c it's working.
(( ))
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
