Quote: When things begin to normalize, I find ways to rehash and keep myself on edge just that little bit. It is terrifying sometimes to realize that I'm allowing myself to trust and be vulnerable to be hurt again.
Maybe this is so much of the rollercoaster. Even when things calm down, the fear is there... If only there were a road map out there, with the hazards clearly marked, and a huge star at the end of the journey... then, surely, things would be easier.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.