"W, I said in that email that I am not dating this woman. I made the decision to stop even hanging out with her because I am not ready and because I didn't feel right about it. And you should also know that this is someone who I hadn't spoken to in 9 years before I ran into her at my h.s. reunion.
I honestly don't know why you are so angry or so surprised W that I would open myself up to moving forward with my life and consider dating after 9 months of doing everything that I possibly can to show you that the only person in the world I ever want is YOU... only to be told that I am not wanted in return.
I've said it a million times W, but I will say it one more time... I WANT to be MARRIED to YOU... and ONLY YOU. I don't ever want to spend another second with any other woman. EVER. You are the love of my life, I want to spend the next 30-40 years making wonderful memories with you, and I want to grow old with you. I never want to let stress, work, or anything else in my life come between us again. I have dedicated my life over the past 9 months to learning where I messed up and how WE can make things between us great.
But what I want means nothing unless you want the same thing. And I cannot continue to live like I have for the past 6 months. I will not share you and I will not live in an open marriage. What you want me to do is too painful and unhealthy for me. You have been very clear about what you want for your life through both words and actions. I cannot make decisions for myself based on anything but those words and actions. I need to begin moving forward with my life."
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
