Well what's done is done. My take was about what DB says about - asking yourself if doing something was going to hurt your sitch or make it better. I didn't see it hurting it. In fact, it felt a little like you were trying to punish your W. But in the end, your SS felt it.
If you didn't feel comfortable going, then so be it. I totally know what you're going through though.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.