I have to say... I give major props and accolades to the folks who are able to keep this up...the DB'ing...for months and months...even years in some cases. I realized that today it's been 2 months since my wife dropped the bomb on me, and I'm just so tired. Some days are better than others of course, but I'm just so...tired. I haven't shown a drop outwardly to her of what I'm feeling on the inside, as far as the loneliness and confusion and...misery. But sometimes it's all just right there beneath the surface, even as I go about my business with a smile on my face.
H: 41 W: 35 M: 9 years T: 10 years S: 9 D: 7 ILYBINILWY & "I want a divorce": 6/22/2011 Piecing: 10/2011 Still going strong as of 4/2013
