I"m not telling you what to feel; I"m asking what you present goal is.
You did call your w a "fool", correct? And dud your mil let you all live in her home for 20 years?
Do you think that was at all kind of her?
Bottom line, your marital revisions are also occuring, and you present tone is so filled with anger, I wonder what you really want now.
After all, it sure Sounds like you are not too happy with what you used to have, so,
what is it that you now want?
And as far as your changes, can you be more specific? Saying you are more patient, more devoted, isn't very detailed to me.
And again, what are your GAL and 180s? Have you read the DB books?
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016