Going N/C wish me perseverance/strength

[Queen_of_Swords]

I think I'm going to rip my hair out, and go really nuts.

I took my kid on a dry run to school today. New school, and having to take the bus since I start a new job.
STBX had promised to do it this weekend, but my kid was anxious and fearful and the uncertainty about it was affecting him badly. So seeing his schedule will be weekday schedule and not a weekend schedule I took him this morning. Easy. He's happy, and reassured he can handle this on his own.

I told STBX what I had done and why. He thanked me and acknowledged he would have been pressed for time to do this for our child.
Then he asked about busing to music lessons for the youngest. I told him the plan on that.

He texts, " That's great."

I'll tell you I had such a rush of white hot rage at that comment.

None of this would be necessary, I wouldn't be doing any of what I'm doing and relying on my family to help me had STBX not run away leaving me holding the bag.


There. Just had to vent.